the roads are getting nearer

Thursday, June 25, 2009

` 10:49 PM

went for medical checkup today (for work), and once i handed over the slip of paper with the NUS logo on it to the doc she immediately asked, "Ooh, which course of study are you going into?"

zzzzz.

something tells me i so totally don't look my age. like i don't already know.

i dunno if i should be happy or sad. LOL.

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Transformers was kinda disappointing. was so looking forward to it for MONTHS. maybe cos i had really high expectations of it! too much noise, too much action, too many robots clumped together in one place, silly plot. rahhhh. maybe i shouldn't look forward to Harry Potter as much i am doing right now. haha!

anw everyone please watch I Love You, Man cos it's freaking funny!! i guess it appeals much more cos it's way different from the typical rom-com :)

ANWWW i just finished watching this Korean reality show We Got Married that has Kim Hyun Joong (i finally can remember his name! and i only watched the parts that has him hahaha) in it! he's mad hilarious in real life, so different from the introverted Ji Hoo :p

yes i know. stop judging me already! wahaha.

randomly, i heard that Dunkin' Donuts is making its comeback in sg! in Ion Orchard i think. i wonder if Krispy Kreme will ever be imported over :((

and another random note: i'm counting down to 26th July with bated breath :)))

Taylor Swift's The Best Day

sweet :) listen closely to the lyrics!

Monday, June 15, 2009

` 11:13 PM

Remember that catchy phrase I won’t worry my life away? For the first time in my life it’s manifested into something more than just a concept. Worry is what happens when we create meaning in a way that brings us down and it’s usually about an event that never really happens. If a dog bites me, I might worry that it could happen again. But that’s me worrying about a dog bite that has yet to happen. It’s me holding on to being bit by a dog. My future is full of dogs biting me. Get it? Therefore, the power in saying a dog bit me has more freedom and truth than saying, “Dogs don’t like me,” which is a worry filled statement.

- Jason Mraz

:)

Saturday, June 13, 2009

` 11:29 PM

"How did you find me?"

"I heard it. The emergency bell. I couldn't sleep at night because I was afraid I won't hear it."

awwwwwwww!!

-slaps self- wake up, ts, wake up.

ok now that i'm done with going absolutely gaga over a certain Korean guy (whose actual name i keep forgetting), i'll go back to catching up on Lost! haha. have been putting it on hold for goodness knows how long.

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a ride on the Flyer for 10 bucks! the matric card is power :))

my verdict: super worth the $10, but totally not worth the $29.50 adult normal price.

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remember how i used to whine in my blog entries about how i can't imagine myself doing lab for life? right now, i can't imagine myself doing anything else. haha.

if there's an opportunity i'll prolly do a Masters in the near future. kl's right about gaining work experience first instead of doing a Masters straightaway after graduating. i can't see myself doing a PhD in future though cos that's really freaky. (and i'll have to pay sab 1k hahahaha for losing a bet!) right now i shall just gain as much lab experience as possible i guess.

for the first time in my life i'm actually kinda excited about what the future holds. haha. that's a good thing! i still don't know where this will lead, but i'll just see where life takes me from here :)

what happened to my Forensic Scientist Dream, you may ask! see, i'm fickle like that :p don't get me wrong, i'd LOVE to be those kinda forensic scientists who go to crime scenes and search for evidence (instead of being cooped up in a HSA lab analyzing samples forever) but there aren't any opportunities in Singapore unless i join the police force which is of course outta the question. so that's quite sad.

i've to thank sinhui actually, for waking me up from my FSD! haha.

will be going on a trip to China with the family on the 27th! too bad the bf can't go cos of work :(( it'll be a good break for all of us i guess, to keep our minds off things that have been going on, at least for the eight days we're there, especially for my mum. and for me as well, cos it'll be my last trip before i start work :S

to say i'm feeling apprehensive is an understatement.

sigh. growing up is inevitable.

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

` 8:04 PM

i succumbed to kl's repeated attempts to convert me into a Korean Meteor Garden addict, and now i'm so hooked!! hahaha. (OMG ts watching korean dramas!)

and it's solely the fault of this certain pretty boy:

:))) i showed the bf a picture of the four guys and asked him to guess which one's the one i like. his first guess was Woo Bin (mei zuo)! WTH!! then he was like "don't tell me it's this one!!" while pointing to Ji Hoo (hua ze lei) -cue fangirl-like squealing from me- and he was like "eeyer so gay!!!"

rawrrr. damn shuai cannot take it anymore. kl, i like him with his short hair leh!

Wednesday, June 03, 2009

` 12:03 AM

Is this the moment where i look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change
Even if i tell you i won't go away today...

Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent
I'm permanent...