Saturday, October 30, 2004
` 1:04 AM
+I can't go on not loving you+
been requested to update my blog, so here i am. haha. 2 out of a total of 11 papers are done with! 9 more papers, 27 more days, n i'm FREEEEE!! i so can't wait!
e family has embarked on a lizard-trapping mission this week. in total we have trapped 2 lizards plus a tail on e sticky thingy. haha. i was sooo disgusted.
a big YAYYY for owen!! 3 goals in one week's like, PRO! :)
haha i've just been reminded by huimin about her eraser-dropping-from-e-2nd-floor-of-e-library-n-then-bouncing-damn-far-away incident today. i nearly died laughing. so embarassing!! luckily it didn't hit someone's head man. haha.
things to do after A's:
in the short run:
1. pack my room.
2. rid off all books n files.
3. slack, sleep, eat, shop my heart out.
4. go for e hair treatment thing shiqi's talking about.
5. watch e blue dvd my dad got :)
6. watch all e dvds in e house.
7. go for any sg idol roadshows.
8. try to win tix for idol finals!
9. go Kampong Glam! don't care! i'm gonna drag someone there with me. haha.
9. Las Vegas, here we come!! :) i hope :)
in the long run:
1. learn sign language!
2. get a job, or maybe go volunteer at e zoo or sth. haha.
can't think of anymore. my brain's tired. ha.
Over and Over - Nelly feat Tim McGraw
Cuz its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I cant keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad
Cuz its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I cant take it
I cant shake it, no
I can't wait to see you
Wanna see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it's a shame that we gotta spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same thing
Over and over again
Oh but I think she's leaving
Oh man she's leaving
I don't know what else to do
Can't go on not loving you
Chorus
I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that you would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now
And this choice I make keeps playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing in my head over and over again
Oh I think she's leaving,
Oh man she's leaving,
I don't know what else to do
I can't go on not loving you
Chorus
Now that I've realized
That I'm going down
From all this pain you put me through
Every time I close my eyes I lock it down
I can't go on not loving you
Chorus x 2
Over and over again
Over and over again
Cuz its all in my head
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
` 7:41 PM
+fell to pieces, and i'm still falling+
been thinking about e various possible reasons why we drifted apart. hmmm guess it's just simply because it's difficult to have close friendships with e opposite sex? n especially when e guy has a girlfriend... ya ok, whatever. it's kinda sad to see a friendship going to pieces huh. i thought we were quite close? we don't even say hi to each other anymore...
just realised that we don't have answers for bio core revision exercise. what's e goddamn use of doing e exercises then?! bleh. must be e lack of efficiency of daniel ng. ok it's OBVIOUSLY e lack of efficiency of daniel ng. just hope they're ready on thursday. grr.
i'm still waiting for e reply from sylvester sim siang long. doubt he'll reply already la. sigh. haha stupid infatuation.
i'm SO tired of mugging i don't know what to do.
Velvet Revolver's Fall to Pieces
It's been a long year
Since you've been gone
I've been alone here
I've grown old
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
Every time I'm falling down
All alone I fall to pieces
I keep a journal of memories
I'm feeling lonely, I can't breathe
I fall to pieces, I'm falling
Fell to pieces and I'm still falling
All the years I've tried
With more to go
Will the memories die
I'm waiting
Will I find you
Can I find you
We're falling down
I'm falling
Monday, October 18, 2004
` 10:27 PM
+it's been too long, and i'm lost without you+
today was farewell assembly. kinda sad cos today's like my last day of school in a place i've grown to love. sighs. farewell concert was alright. haha i spent most of my time trying to spot pple in e lower gallery, screaming for andrea's ah-fah-ah-mi (heh!), utterly embarrassing myself cos of a fake Legolas on screen, laughing at CB n zenon on stage, and just having fun la. :) ha! we took SO many photos! :) hees. we went Long John's after that n i embarrassed myself again by nearly falling off e seat twice. ha.
sigh this thursday's officially e start of my A'levels. freaks!
he haven't replied my friendster message yet :(
Sunday, October 17, 2004
` 9:12 PM
+Embrace's Gravity+
Honey it's been a long time coming
And I can't stop now
Such a long time running
And I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
Can you hear the sound?
Cos I can't help thinking
And I don't look down...
And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns for you and me
And then I looked up at the sky and saw the sun
And the way that gravity pulls on everyone
On everyone...
Baby its been a long time waiting
Such a long long time
And I can't stop smiling
No I can't stop now
Do you hear my heart beating?
Oh can you hear that sound?
Cos I can't help crying
And I won't look down...
And then I looked up at the sun and I could see
Oh the way that gravity turns on you and me
And then I looked up at the sun and saw the sky
And the way that gravity pulls on you and I
On you and I
Sunday, October 10, 2004
` 8:13 PM
+from this moment the colour is red, what my heart wants is one road ahead+
i just realised i'm having this one-post-per-week thing. haha. there's nothing much going on in my life anyway.
haha sinhui found taufik on friendster!! but i can't find sylvester. sob! think he's using some funny nickname or sth. i tried like so many variations of his name already. haha. oh speaking of sg idol, i quote ph's sms when jerry was safe from elimination on friday night: "All thanks to his wonderful church that asshole is still in!" HA! cool it man! everyone's pissed la. ha.
heart-to-heart talks over cups of deliciously-sweet Double Chocolate frappe make my day :) hee!
The Da Vinci Code!! thumbs up :)
watched England vs Wales last night. at least owen was of some use. ha. he helped to set e goal for lampard! yay :)
oh yes i'm supposed to sign up for this online portal thingamajig which is supposedly helpful for scholarship applications n stuff. like i will be eligible for any scholarship? haha.
it's about 7 weeks to my freedom!!!
...And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive...
...And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am...
mug hard, people! :)
Friday, October 01, 2004
` 11:33 PM
+"He ain't heavy, he's my brother..."+
i'm here cos i'm supposed to do this online school survey which was due like 10 years ago. hahaha. n now e survey module's closed! OOPS. ha. will i get andrea into trouble?!
this is to Jerry of sgp idol and his fans: you SO suck!!!!
but at least sly's in :) expected, but still, yayyyy!
i'm never ever sick of the Esplanade :) hee. plus e temptation of e rows n rows of yummilicious chocs :) ooh boy. i was contented with just looking at them. hahaha.
Neil Diamond's He Ain't Heavy, He's My Brother
The road is long
With many a winding turn
That leads us to who knows where
Who knows when
But I'm strong
Strong enough to carry him
He ain't heavy, he's my brother
So on we go
His welfare is of my concern
No burden is he to bear
We'll get there
For I know
He would not encumber me
He ain't heavy, he's my brother
If I'm laden at all
I'm laden with sadness
That everyone's heart
Isn't filled with the gladness
Of love for one another
It's a long, long road
From which there is no return
While we're on the way to there
Why not share
And the load
Doesn't weigh me down at all
He ain't heavy, he's my brother
He's my brother
He ain't heavy, he's my brother...