Tuesday, November 30, 2004
` 9:53 PM
+we can spread a smile of joy, throw your arms around the world+
e zoo trip was fantabulous! :) hees. am dead tired now haha. yup took lots of pictures, touched lots of horses, laughed over lots of crap, enjoyed myself so much! :) hehe. and kl and i totally embarrassed ourselves in e mrt when we went pass Dover cos of e huge taufik banner on e SP building. damn. ha. i LOVE polar bears!!! :D ooh yes i nearly forgot, i got into e zoo at HALF PRICE cos i'm not 18 yet!! yay to me! heh! stupid aya and eleen kept saying i a*oused e stupid horse. darn. haha then we went town, intending to go see christmas lights, but everyone was so tired and sian that we went back home even before it was dark. haha.
i said i was going to pack my room last sunday, but nothing has been touched yet. sigh. files and books are still clattered all over e place! ha.
i like sly, but i'm voting for taufik tmr. hmmm. haha. i wanna go for e red carpet but i'm doing my hair at 3! sigh.
Bandaid 20's Do They Know It's Christmas
It's Christmas time
There's no need to be afraid
At Christmas time
We let in light and we banish shade
And in our world of plenty
We can spread a smile of joy
Throw your arms around the world
At Christmas time
But say a prayer
Pray for the other ones
At Christmas time it's hard
But when you're having fun
There's a world outside your window
And it's a world of dread and fear
Where the only water flowing
Is the bitter sting of tears
And the Christmas bells that ring
There are the clanging chimes of doom
Well tonight thank God it's them instead of you
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmas time
Feed the world
Do they know it's Christmas time at all?
And there won't be snow in Africa
This Christmas time
The greatest gift they'll get this year is life
Where nothing ever grows
No rain nor rivers flow
Do they know it's Christmas time at all?
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmas time
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmas time again
(Here's to you) raise a glass for everyone
(Here's to them) underneath that burning sun
Do they know it's Christmas time at all?
Feed the world
Let them know it's Christmas time
my fave xmas song for now :) sweet and sad.. sighs.
Sunday, November 28, 2004
` 1:39 PM
+you came in loving me, and now there's so much more i see+
i'd give up a date with the idols at JURONG (of all places) for biking with my dad anytime :) it was great exercising after nearly 2 months, but my legs were all wobbly when i got off my bike after that. haha! n i cldn't catch up with my dad! ahh! sth tells me i need more exercise man.
sly and taufik were at jay's concert yesterday and cel sat very near them!! like not jealous.
had fun yest!! went bugis with huimin and kl after collecting our testimonials and then we went si4 ma3 lu4 before walking to suntec, then we went back all e way to bedok pasar malam! haha had so much fun laughing away and pretending we were doing a Nalgene bottle commercial on e streets. ha.
going down to e agency at Raffles tmr to see what jobs're available! right now i ain't really looking forward to working, but i guess i'll be super bored and dying to work in january or sth. so haha shall go see what i can do.
a trip to e zoo on tuesday!!! can't wait :)
That's What Friends are For - sg idol finalists
And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try
To feel the way we do today
And then if you can remember
Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for
Well you came in loving me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you
Oh and then for the times when we're apart
Well then close your eyes and know
The words are coming from my heart
And then if you can remember
Friday, November 26, 2004
` 10:06 PM
++
...Broken hearts, broken dreams,
There just some things love brings
When you learn that its all the lie you cry
You find out
Nothing hurts like love...
` 1:02 AM
+am still not believing it's over+
exams are finally finally over :) eleen and i had to repeat to ourselves a thousand times that e exams're over before we could believe it, as silly as it sounds. haha! shall just wait till march next year to start getting worried. haha. combed e whole of orchard and ps and esplanade before getting home just in time for OC today. hees. am dead tired but super hyper at e same time now! haha. oh man i can't believe i watched Shutter. -shudders- i was so freaked out i had my jacket covering my face for at least half of e movie. ha. and i had to bathe in my bro's bathroom because i didn't dare use my parents' bathroom. ha!
here's a HUGE thank you to huimin and eleen for rotting with me at bugis until 9 even though your leggies were giving way! paiseh!!! haha :)
i simply love e ronan keating's best hits album!! rocks :) brought back so many memories man. hees.
is today counted as e very very very last day of school? SIGH. sad :( i'll miss everybody and e lovely times... sigh. orientation where i kept running off to han's and sher's OG, first three months with wyun, ph and kl, the countless laughs i had with wyun :), the stnicks table in e mornings, THE crush, enduring a year of his gang of irritating friends making a whole lot of noise, bio practicals with sharon, changing chem teachers every term, NUTS :), cel being e target of our abuse (but very unfortunately it's my turn), the pw days which was stressful but fun at e same time, wanni's, andrea's and amanda's houses, staying over at andrea's house to do last minute pw but ending up watching soccer and sleeping instead :), eating melted ice-cream at wanni's sink (ha! funniest moment of pw), kl's listening ear :), internship with shujun and peizhou, slacking and Friendster-ing and listening to music in the cold cpg meeting room, camp at Sentosa :), forging close friendships, sleeping under e stars :), makes and breaks, SlackER-ing with e 3 cedarians :), them laughing at me all e time cos i was e only sn girl (HUMPH), shujun forever shouting "SLACKER!!" across e canteen (embarassing leh!!), stress of j2, chinese new year at andrea's, qin's and wanni's houses, singing with ph in e mornings :), bio practicals with andrea (all that blur-ness and fun), late night sms-es with huimin :), sports carnivals, ql the singing queen, temasek idol, econs droppies!!!, breakfast set after pe on tuesdays :), slacking and mugging and crapping in e library during econs free periods, truth-or-truth :), singing with eleen in e library and pissing off kl and wanni (haha!), class lunches, our craze over zi cai ji, laughing at stupid aniather's pronunciation and being super un-enthu in her classes :), being SO stressed during bio tutorials, ms tiew forever making me forget everything whenever she calls me to answer questions (irritating lor), yu pian mi fen on thursdays!!, laughing fits with huimin in e library where we had to suppress our laughter but to no avail and making snorting noises instead (embarrassing! haha), eleen's benben and my benben :), vandalising lecture notes during lectures, sleeping during maths lectures, hilarious rampages at Spotlight, bloody prelims, ms tiew's Scott-ah boy-ivan-junior-chan, the frantic attempts to win blue tickets with huimin every night, blue concert with eleen!!! :), sg idol fever :), bloody A's, going all starstruck and weak in e knees at e bedok idol appearance with kl and eleen right smack in e middle of our A's :), THE END OF A'S!!!!!, and anticipating more outings and fun and laughter with u guys :)
jc life may have ended, but e friends i've made and e times we laughed and cried together will forever remain in my heart :) sigh :)
as cliche as it sounds, right now i feel like i'm at a crossroad and i have like, 10 paths right in front of me. haha. having mixed feelings about how my life will turn out in e months to come, but hey, i'm gonna savour every moment of my study-free half a year or so! hehe :)
Monday, November 22, 2004
` 5:23 PM
+Together we faced the cold outside, no one can say we didn't try+
idol pics in 25/03 album!! :)
all my main papers're finally over! bio option was better than paper 2, but not as good as i wanted it to be, but at least it's over!!! i'm left with bio mcq, and i'm all set to fly :D whee! -zooms-
hope i can go biking with dad this sunday. hmmm haven't cycled since i don't know when, hope i don't fall or sth! haha.
THREE MORE DAYS :)
Blue's Curtain Falls
We come from humble beginnings and
Who could have guessed it when
You sit and doubt it and
Things aint all that bright
But we made it though the night
It's like a game of truth or dare
If you can make it here
You'll make it anywhere
That's what we've been told
But the stories getting old
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oooh
In the script of my life
We started out many years ago
No one will ever know
How far we've really come
Since we walked away
And no more words to say
And we made a lot of sacrifice
Undid a lot of ties
Fought a lot of fights
To get where we are now
Just don't ask me how
Together we faced the cold outside
No one can say we didn't try
And I will never give you up or let you go
Together we faced our final fears
Remember the moments that we shared
That's why I'll never give you up or let you go
We'll be ready when the curtain might fall
Feel my heart beating when the crowd calls
I gotta read between the lines
Cuz I'm living out the script of my life
Cuz we all got a part we must play
And I've done it but I've done it my way
I gotta read between the lines
Oohh
In the script of my life
Friday, November 19, 2004
` 11:06 PM
+I had a picture of you in my mind+
pandemonium swept through e living room when gurmit announced that sly was through. haha. i jumped up n down n screamed, my bro and shiqi jumped up n cheered, (even) my dad stood up n waved his hands in e air, n then came all e smses, then my aunt called to say that she was very disappointed cos oli's out. haha! oooh boy it felt like e exams are over :) ha.
i've taken a sudden liking for sylvester the cat. ha! maybe i'll buy it on impulse after e exams :) wheee! ya i buy useless things, i know. i'm weird :)
stepping back to reality, SIX MORE DAYS!!!!! :D
You'll be there, when I needed somebody
You'll be there, the only one who can help me...
I had a picture of you in my mind
never knew it could be so wrong
Why'd it take me so long just to find
the friend that was there all along...
Sunday, November 14, 2004
` 1:24 PM
++
2 of e many pics of e idols my dad took when he coincidentally met them at e suntec motorshow exhibition yest!! exciting! :)
Friday, November 12, 2004
` 11:34 PM
+"Can't Smile" :D+
hahaha pvc pants for rocker sly :)
i won't be surprised if he gets booted off next week, so i'll just have to look forward to him releasing a chinese album in future or sth. ha! n eleen, i'll win tickets to his concert n bring u along :) haha.
oh wow i just realised i've been going on n on about sly in every entry. ha! he's e only thing that's exciting in my life right now what.
13 more days.
Wednesday, November 10, 2004
` 7:45 PM
+another turning point, a fork stuck in the road+
huh how come i didn't recieve that email mrs tan sent? strange.
i SO can't wait for tmr's idol :D just saw e commercial on channel8. slyyyyyyyyy :) -drools-
anws to "sly" in my gbk, whoever u are, OWN UP! haha.
tagboard's screwed! i can't tag on anyone's tagboards...
superficial guys suck. disgusting. urh.
15 more days.
...It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right. i hope you had the time of your life...
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
` 10:01 PM
+Nobody's Home+
What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs.
She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
It's where she lies, broken inside.
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.
Broken inside...
Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place...
` 9:33 PM
+if you see me hit the ground, don't come near don't make a sound+
5 more papers. URRRGGGH.
shan't rant about bio. miracles DO happen. i hope one befalls me.
fast.
just watched xing1 jing3 cha2 gu4 shi4. wah it's been a hundred years since i've watched a chinese movie. ha. daniel wu (isit?) is so cute! yah but watch halfway e stupid player spoil or sth. damn irritating.
OWEN!!!!!!! :) seh!
qian bian wen da ti from kl/eleen: who picked up e dumpling from e floor? ans: sly!! cos siang long shi ba zhang. hee!
16 more days.
Travis' Walking in the Sun
I was walking along in the sun
Taking pictures of everyone
And there's something on the tip of my tongue
Ohhhhh
Well it's easy to see from afar
And it's easy to be on your guard
But it's harder just to be who you are
Ohhhhh
When all these
People who will lead you down the back of the track
They're on your back
They will try and tear you apart
But believe and you will see that there's no reason to doubt
Then you will find
You can do much better than that
If you think of all the things that you feel
All the voices in your head that you hear
It's a mystery that we are all still holding on
When all these
People who will lead you down the back of the track
They're on your back
They will try and tear you apart
But believe and you will see that there's no reason to doubt
And you will find
You can do much better than that
If you see me hit the ground
Don't come near don't make a sound
I was walking along in the sun
Taking pictures of everyone
And there's something on the tip of my tongue