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Thursday, March 31, 2005
` 8:20 PM
+I'm a lost cause, not a hero, but i'll make it on my own...+

Simple Plan gained a new mega-fan last night - me :D
the concert was everything i imagined a rock concert would be. i had such an awesome time!! the only thing that pissed us off totally were the ugly Singaporeans who pushed and shoved as if they'd DIE not being in front. blah. ok i highly think they wouldl, actually. -rolls eyes- anws we got really high!! hee. my fave part of the whole thing was when they sang Untitled. the awesome voice, the really sad lyrics, everyone waving their hands in the air, singing the chorus together.. the feeling was indescribable :) Pug jelly was way cool too, considering the fact that they're a singapore band. hee. didn't take any photos, which was quite sad. i video recorded some segments in my phone, but it all turned out like a whole lot of bright lights and white noise :( and my right ear became partially deaf after the concert. freaky man. ha! oh saw jamie in the waiting area from far and pz's bro (should be his bro la, looked a bit like him and sounded EXACTLY like him, haha) and sinhui's junior class pple, and a whole lot of cute guys :D HAHA.

oh back to today, i had fun at work today! thank goodness i went! was actually thinking of pon-ing work cos i was too tired. ha. yayy my pals at work so rock :) think there's a sixty percent chance i'll cry on my last day. haha. but the work itself still sucks la. sian.

ts: miss u too and our eminem DA-DA-DA-DA-DA.. heh!! :D
eleen: DA-DA-DA-DA-DA!! :) n remember? our 'hey jude' NA-NA-NA-NANANANA part :) hee
ts: haha THAT's funny!! :D oh anws isn't tt sweet paragraph form my notebk?! haha..
nini: eh, let's not forget "i miss you, miss u, miss u" -shudders at such disturbing tots-
ts: what disturbing thoughts!! nicey thoughts!! haha..

haha eleen! i just HAD to paste this on my blog too! what wonderful memories we had :) i guess no one'll know what we're talking about except the dearie econs droppies huh! love u guys much much :)

the second season of OC starts tonight!! yay :)

...I've got no place to go
I've got no where to run
They love to watch me fall
They think they know it all
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always say
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I've gotta prove them wrong
Me against the world
It's me against the world...

Sunday, March 27, 2005
` 1:25 PM
+It's like it all falls into place+

watched England's World Cup qualifier against Northern Ireland last night. 4-0 eh! haha. YAY for owen and lampard!!! hee. although owen's goal was quite by chance cos he was just nice standing in the path of the ball la. heh. but lampard rocked!! anws i like England's jersey now :) hee nice! and i also like it when beckham gets sub-ed out and owen gets to wear the capt band instead. haha so cute! ok someone please stop me from going on and on and on :D

just sent off my cousin at the airport.. i wanna study overseas too! all that exposure, learning to be independent, making new friends, meeting new people, and not to mention cute westerners galore! :D hehheh. aiya but i think i'll just die there or sth cos i think i won't be able to adapt. and no, i don't think i can ever be independent. oops. haha.

oh ya wanni thanks for the explanation!! haha.

i'm kinda hooked onto The Wheel of Time! though the cheem parts are really cheem and the boring parts are really boring, the exciting parts are really exciting! hahaha what crap.

hey i'm actually looking forward to work tmr. -shudders at the thought- haha!

Everytime I see your face
Everytime you look my way
It's like it all falls into place
Everything feels right
Ever since you walked away
My life's been in disarray
All I need is one more day with you...
- Simple Plan

yes i'm all psyched up and high :D 3 more days to Simple Plan! -gringringrin-

Friday, March 25, 2005
` 10:26 PM

the impromptu jog at ecp with ohm was refreshing! :) though we walked more than jogged. ha. haven't exercised for a looong time.. we tired so easily! but we totally defeated our purpose of jogging, judging by the amount of food we pigged out for dinner at the food centre after that. yikes. haha.

we walked back to Bedok interchange, feeling very high, singing at the top of our voices, talking about life in general, and reminiscing about the times she, kl and i used to eat piping hot waffles from the nearby bakery shop while walking to the interchange after school. sigh :( i miss school!! minus the studying part. haha. but come to think of it, all those muggings were the times our bonds of friendship were made stronger :) i'll never forget the times being a tjcian.. what beautiful two years they were!

i experienced deja vu twice today.. why do we experience deja vu actually? strange huh. haha.

this is funny:
I find that some male habits have really begun to get on my nerves. One day, I emerged from my teenage son's bathroom completely exasperated when I bumped into my husband.
"What is it with guys that they won't replace the toilet paper!" I raged.
"I know," he said, nodding in agreement. "I noticed that when I was just in there."
- Reader's Digest March'05

haha that is SO my family :p

Thursday, March 24, 2005
` 11:39 PM
+I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered+

faith outing pics! but mostly quite blur :(

it was dinner at Raffles Place and walking to Clarke Quay today :) i love!

am starting on the first book of Robert Jordan's The Wheel of Time. just wanna see for myself why i certain silly loves these fantasy novels so much :) heh..

i'm in a huge dilemma now, cos i don't know if i should go for Life Sciences at NUS or Biomed at NTU (yes, the one with TCM, and 2 years of study in China, haha). if both courses accept me, that is. haha. bleh. think i'll end up in NUS la. haha. shall just wait and see.

i love the people at work, but i hate the work itself, and the meagre pay :( sigh sigh..

wyun! there's a new guy in my office who looks like fizzy!! haha.. jealous? heh :D

Simple Plan's Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Saturday, March 19, 2005
` 1:11 AM
+I can't keep up and I can't back down, I've been losing so much time+

had a faithians dinner today.. am too lazy to upload the photos. shall do that next time. haha. ate at that restaurant famous for its xiao long baos and has snaking long queues at meal times at Paragon. ha forgot the name la. it was kinda great seeing familiar faces again :) everyone didn't change much. haha.

Damien Rice's "Cannonball" always reminds me of the jc days listening to p10 during econs free periods, and that "Locked Up" song always reminds me of dreadful bio practical tests, no idea why. haha. am just so glad those stressful days are long gone. for the time being, that is. ha.

i so hate offices which are frickin cold. brr.. i shall consider bringing my windbreaker to work on Monday. haha.

Lifehouse's You and Me (i'm in love with this song now!)

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

Thursday, March 17, 2005
` 7:55 PM
+All the pieces fall apart, you'll be the only one who knows+

i'm going to the Simple Plan concert!!!!!! :D -bounces around- exciting!! hee. wait, since when am i crazy over Simple plan? haha no idea :) but still, EXCITING!!! haha i'm going mad..

haha watched Robots yesterday. i wouldn't have watched it if it wasn't because of ohm's $5 tickets. ha! but it was unexpectedly good!! really hilarious, and somewhat touching :) hee. ohm pls continue to win movie tickets ok!! heh. kidding la :)

what's the point of watching american idol now that Mario's gone? SIGH :( rooting for Antony now, but it's not the same without my Mario!! sad!

pple is our Sentosa trip this sunday still on?! hee :)

No matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
But all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows...
You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go, just let me go...

- 3 Doors Down

Sunday, March 13, 2005
` 2:35 PM
+If i wrap my words around you...+

Clarke Quay was beautiful :) too bad my cam ran out of battery half way, but here are the few pics taken.. haha.

nus open house yest was fun! met so many old friends, a lot of which i haven't seen for a long time man. hee so happy!

If I wrap my words around you,
Would you stay,
Would you stay...

Wednesday, March 09, 2005
` 7:37 PM
+If only we could live twice+

reckon i won't be blogging tmr, so HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY dearie sinhui!! :)

my neighbour's house got broken into last night, leaving 3 huge holes in their fence. creepy!! but nothing was stolen. weird huh. haha. my bro and i concluded that it was probably the work of bo liao prankster punks. ha.

i've been standing the whole day and carrying huge files of stupid hire-purchase agreements at work today. like not sian :( i'm getting quite tired of my job now. haha ok i'm never satisfied. bleh. i guess the only thing i love about my job is lunch, my lunch khakis, stealing some time off to slack in the mail room, and that it's actually good exercise carrying those files and all to and fro. sigh. should've just quit and went for the laboratory job sinhui told me about. at least it'll be something i'm interested in. but it's too late already. double sigh :(

yay gonna go watch my beloved hu2 nuo4 yan2 now!!! he's getting cuter and cuter on tv everyday :) right, ql?! hehe.

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
How could I let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice...
- Darius

Saturday, March 05, 2005
` 4:22 PM

really proud of tj's class of 2003 cos we did so well!! much better than the last 2 batches. ha. to think all our tutors were like reprimanding us last year cos of our sucky prelim results. now who's talking! :D

proud of 25/03 too :) hee we rock! am so happy for all my friends cos everyone improved i'm sure! hees.

anws i guess the only thing that didn't go well yesterday was that i didn't get to see you.. a friend, yes, as a friend.

yesterday marked the official end of another huge chapter in my life, and i'm looking forward to whatever's in store for me next :)


livin' life


*ohm in beijing
*piakpiak in sweden
*pokpok in france

*25'03 album
*faith album
*liverpool <3
*jason mraz
*mr brown
*mr miyagi

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