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Tuesday, January 31, 2006
` 10:55 PM
life isn't always a bed of roses.

yeah you're right.. why get ourselves upset over the 'what-if's and things not within our control, when we can just focus on those that are, and make the best out of them?

sometimes people choose to see the world through rose-tinted glasses. sometimes i don't see what i want to see.

that aside, school tomorrow. bleh. no more pigging out, family get-togethers, blackjack and a whole lot of laughter, and the feeling of warmth all around.

and i think i'm falling sick. boooo. fever and the works.

anyhows thanks for being such a sweet.


Monday, January 30, 2006
` 12:15 PM
cny is a time for the whole family to get together... and laugh and laugh and laugh. about everything.

i love my family to bits :)))

and i can't wait for blackjack and yusheng tonight :D


but the thought of school starting on wednesday so totally puts me off. bahhh.

happy cny everyone!

Wednesday, January 25, 2006
` 10:55 PM
I Not Stupid Too is damn frickin good. Really.

i think the big guy got quite a bit of shock cos i couldn't stop crying during the movie. lol!

what does FAMILY stand for? Father And Mother I Love You :)))

and i'm starting to feel stressed cos there's tons of stuff to do. and i realised i abit catch-no-ball in a lot of my lectures. DIE ALREADY LAH. and i'm damn scared of computing tutorial tomorrow!!!

the girl needs to start bucking up already. sigh.

cny's coming. but it really doesn't feel like it. so weird.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful
instead of hot;
calls you back when you hang up on him;
who will stay awake
just to watch
you sleep.
for the guy
who kisses your forehead;
who wants to show
you off to the world
when you are in your sweats;
who holds your hand in
front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of
how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one
who turns to his friends
and says, "..that's her."

:))) sho sweet! nicked from shuwen.. hee.

Saturday, January 21, 2006
` 11:45 PM
my big guy's a pro goalkeeper :) whoohoo!! :) take care of your elbow okie.. :(

met up with my dear nutssss for delicious zi char (OMG the black pepper crab and mai pian xia!!!) and tau huey at Geylang.. omg pigged out again. I'M GOING JOGGING TOMORROW!!! whee! yes yes nothing's gonna stop me this time (except the rain). it's been a long time since all 6 of us went out together.. we gotta do this more often :) i'd want zi char anytime!

i think i'm gonna die from Streptococcus blahblahblah poisoning cos our whole bench weren't wearing gloves while everyone else were during biod lab yesterday. ha. anws was super excited when i saw bacteria under the microscope. lol.

yeah this week was kinda fun :) but nah next week onwards won't be anymore cos tutorials'll be starting and projects'll be piling up. bah.

anws i'm damn pissed with a stupid idiot. RAHHHH you like her then tell her la! why lead people along when you're not even serious! wth. you dare mess with our friend you mess with all of us. piece of crap.
to you-know-who-you-are: get over this pighead of a guy. he's so not worth it. u'll find another one 1,000,000 times better than him, trust me.

Sunday, January 15, 2006
` 11:44 PM
1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that are true about you.
3. Add something that is true about you.

Here we go..

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days (not till american idol, desperate housewives, lost, amazing race and sg idol comes!!!)
03. I love olives
04. I own lots of books
05. I am a walking disaster in the kitchen
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I love ice cream (!!!!!)
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton (??)
15. I curse sometimes
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I have a nice smile
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm partially smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain (nah i love it)
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
26. I need money right now
27. I love sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas (US$1 at the jackpot. lol)
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I am sick right now
35. I have a twin (i wish!!!)
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes (when the moon is blue)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to cornrow (??)
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is pretty
45. Slept with a Suitemate
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I have a lot of friends
49. I am currently single
50. I have pecked someone of the same sex (truth or dare la don't get the wrong idea)
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop (!!!!!)
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie(?) and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my blog
58. I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis (whenever i switch on the tv more like it)
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before (indirectly)
69. I currently have a crush/like someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails (used to, when i was young)
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die for my best friends
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I always learn things the hard way
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it (hahaha this point makes me think of wanni and eleeny the spongebob fanatics!!)
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I like surveys (sometimes)
100. I am happy at this moment
101. I'm obsessed with guys
102. I am bi
103. Democrat
104. Conservative Republican
105. I am punk rockish
106. I am preppy
107. I go for older guys/girls, not younger
108. I study for tests most of the time (i'm very hardworking one ok)
109. I tie my shoelaces differently to anyone I've ever met
110. I can work on a car
111. I love my job
112. I am comfortable with who I am right now
113. I have more than just my ears pierced (i don't even have my ears pierced haha)
114. I walk barefoot wherever I can
115. I have jumped off a bridge
116. I love sea turtles
117. I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup
118. I believe in prophetic dreams (sometimes)
119. I plan on achieving a major goal/dream
120. I am proficient on a musical instrument (proficient is the wrong word)
121. I worked at a McDonald's restaurant
122. I hate office jobs
123. I love sci-fi movies
124. I've never been in love
125. I think water rules (erm i'm scared of water actually)
126. I go to college out of state
127. I am adopted
128. I like sassage (??)
129. I am a pyro (??)
130. I love the Red Sox
131. I have thrown up from crying too much
132. I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved
133. I love kisses
134. I fall for the worst people freakin bastards...
135. I am a big procastinator (hmmm gigantic would be a better word)
136. I still miss an ex
137. I can use chopsticks
138. I am/have been obsessed with a certain actor(s)/actress(es)
139. I love hugs

haha actually don't have to tag people to do it, but i don't care i'm gonna tag people!! wahaha.
1. kl
2. ohmy (happy birthday dear!)
3. wanni
4. eleen
5. qin

Saturday, January 14, 2006
` 11:12 PM
Two teardrops were floating down the river. One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who loved a man and lost him. Who're you?" "I'm the teardrop of a man who regrets letting the girl go."


` 12:22 AM
i woke up this morning with shock, then amazement, cos there was light seeping through my window blinds. THE SUN WAS OUT!!!! lol. like finally.

and i finally tried Carl's Jr's Portobello mushroom burger today!! wheeee :) the slogan on the advert wrote "It's gonna get messy." it sure was.

ohmygoodness the burger above looks damn yummy. -drools-

and i've got a big tummy :(

HEY IT RHYMES!!! wahahaha.

ok ok i'm bored.. haha. shall continue to plan my tutorial slots.. RAH!

oh i just remembered. i still don't understand what's so fun about Maple Story. hahaha! kl and wanni are hooked on it; now sab's trying to lure me to maple so that i can get addicted like her (evil!!); and now even ziyang is mapling during lectures! ohmygod.

Thursday, January 12, 2006
` 11:39 AM
and so school has started. but i'm still in the holiday mood :S

i reckon i really do take things for granted. i guess i haven't been appreciating what i have as much as i want to.

i mean, what more can i ask for?

so here're BIG thank yous for those who matter :)

thou shalt buck up on my new year resolutions! apart from the no-chocs-in-the-middle-of-the-night bit, i haven't been working on the rest. lol.

i love it when you nag :) because you care. lu to bits.

ooh Narnia (finally). hmmmm quite alright la. haha. i love Peter and Aslan the lion and the cute beavers. wahaha. and how it was SO lotr. i miss lotr!!!

movies that i die die have to watch:
1. Memoirs of a Geisha
2. Dreamer
3. I Not Stupid Too (hehe!)
4. The Da Vinci Code (like duh!! but it opens in May so it's still a long time)
5. Pirates of the Carribean 2 (when does it open??)
6. can't think of any already..

miche! hey i miss you too :( hope you're doing fine mans.. i'm sure you are :) *grin grin! happy for you too! haha.. let's meet up one day with sinhui okies!! like maybe sem break or something :) hees. take care girl! love ya much :)

stats lecture at 4pm later. -groans-

i feel like going back to sleep. the rain makes people sleepy.

Monday, January 09, 2006
` 12:48 AM
loves sitting in the car in the middle of a jam at night looking at the raindrops beating against the windscreen :)

loves the rain :)

when i'm not caught in it. haha.

Friday, January 06, 2006
` 10:50 PM
sigh sigh it's the last week of my holidays :( bahhhhh! but i must say it was a really fun week :) let's see, met up with my dear nuts!! [and talked and laughed loads hehehe]; pigged out with sinhui and engaged in our favourite past-time [guess what it is! lol]; and Elizabethtown with the big guy [i wanted to watch it cos of Orlando Bloom and i think he wanted to watch it to see how i swoon over Orlando Bloom.. wahaha. but i thought the show was nice.. a simple sweet story about life lost and found :)].

and i went blading today! yays ever since the Ahi outing like 5 months ago. i improved! haha. but i'm still damn afraid of humps. lol. i very much love getting pulled along more than actually blading myself :) hee. and then i pigged out. again :( and we saw evidence of how drink stall uncles treat girls better than guys. HAHAHA damn funny can.

and wheeeee i love my cute fat short cylindrical toes!!!

my legs are giving way now and i'm having a headache and i'm frickin tired. darn. ok i'm so gonna stay home and recuperate this weekend before school starts. hahaha.

finally got all my modules. damn stressful can, looking at the bid points getting higher and higher every 10 seconds. blah. and sad to say both my accounts are frickin dry right now. ok la General account not that dry la, but still! haha. nvm, shall worry about it next sem when i need to bid again. sigh!

oh wells. three days to a new semester in my university life. hope it'll be fun. at least it's gonna be much slacker than last sem cos i'll be having one lab as compared to three labs last sem. yayness. no more spending whole nights drawing stupid graphs on Excel and last minute rushing through lab reports. i hope. haha.

wow haven't written such a long entry in a long time.

` 12:14 AM
"The best things in life" (i remember pasting this on my blog a long time ago but i still like how true it is! haha)

A hot shower.

Hearing your favorite song on the radio.

Lying in bed listening to the rain outside.

Finding the skirt you want is on sale for half price.

Chocolate milkshake.

A long distance phone call.

A bubble bath.


A good conversation.

Midnight phone calls that last for hours.

Having someone tell you that you're beautiful.

Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you.

Making new friends or spending time with old ones.

Having someone play with your hair.

Sweet dreams.

Hot chocolate.

Swinging on swings.

Hugging the person you love.

Watching the sunrise.

Watching the sunset.

Having friends you know you can cry on or talk to about your deepest problems.

Spending time with close friends!

Laughing so hard your face hurts.

Laughing at an inside joke.

Seeing smiles and hearing laughter from your friends...

Laughing for absolutely no reason at all...

Laughing at yourself.

Most of all, you :)

Tuesday, January 03, 2006
` 12:03 AM
new year resolutions:
1. love more.
2. no more chocolates in the middle of the night.
3. pay attention during lectures (and stop laughing and pissing the guys off).
4. study harder.
5. EXERCISE. (!!!!!!!!!)
6. appreciate what i have more.
7. just be happy :)

Sunday, January 01, 2006
` 1:56 PM
No more champagne
And the fireworks are through
Here we are, me and you
Feeling lost and feeling blue
It's the end of the party
And the morning seems so grey
So unlike yesterday
Now's the time for us to say...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I

Sometimes I see
How the brave new world arrives
And I see how it thrives
In the ashes of our lives
Oh yes, man is a fool
And he thinks he'll be okay
Dragging on, feet of clay
Never knowing he's astray
Keeps on going anyway...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I

Seems to me now
That the dreams we had before
Are all dead, nothing more
Than confetti on the floor
It's the end of a decade
In another ten years time
Who can say what we'll find
What lies waiting down the line
In the end of eighty-nine...

Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have a vision now and then
Of a world where every neighbour is a friend
Happy new year
Happy new year
May we all have our hopes, our will to try
If we don't we might as well lay down and die
You and I



it was a beautiful beautiful start to the new year :) loves it! thou shalt not let inconsiderate Singaporeans (whose hobby is pushing to the front of everything) spoil my festive mood. wahaha.

and so i bade farewell to 2005, a year of countless first-times, friendships, surprises, love, struggles, and finding myself.

it was a good year :)

and i'm loving the many family get-togethers we're having these days! :)

it's number 59 now on the p10 top 100 countdown.. shall remember to tune in 10 minutes before 8 tonight to hear the number 1 song. haha.

here's wishing everyone a wonderful 2006 :) may all of us have a really awesome year ahead!


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