Sunday, September 26, 2004
` 8:54 PM
+still a little bit of your song in my ear, still a little bit of your words i long to hear+
basically i'm right now rotting my butt off. i've got nothing to do! -pulls out hair- it's back to school tmr, which means rubbish results're coming my way. oh i'm SO looking forward to it. -rolls eyes- are we like, supposed to start studying?! oh my giddygiddygiddy gosh. sigh four days of slacking and shopping and hanging out and going nuts over lee ryan have now come to an end. bleh.
i miss lee :(
i miss you too :(
Saturday, September 25, 2004
` 11:49 PM
+i'll break away+
...I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
` 10:17 PM
+LEE lee LEE lee LEE lee LEE leeeeeeeeeeeee+
it's been ten years since i've blogged. hahaha.
first of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) hope u enjoyed today!!
blue concert last night was a blast :) it so rocked, maybe except for e part when lee started kissing his dancer's butt. oh yikes. but i bet e dancer didn't mind la. (i think i won't mind if it's me, too. heh. ok that's disgusting.) but anws, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! it was more like a rock concert than a pop concert. haven't felt so high for such a long time. hee :) eleen said it was e first time she saw me screaming so much. haha. oh yes, have to take back my words in one of my previous posts about blue sounding really great live n antony not zao2 xia1-ing at all, cos it was only lee, dunk and si who were great live, antony so totally cannot make it. bleh. haha. ya damn sad cos we waited for them to come out to their van for almost an hour, n lee finally came out but, u know, being too short for good, i cldn't see anything but his head bobbing around above e crowd, n being e civilised girls we were, we didn't push our way to e front. SAD!!!! in e end i managed to get derek mcdonald's signature, but oh well, i don't really care about him. SIGH SIGH SIGH. thankies eleen for being such a lucky star n winning e tix!!! felt kinda bad cos huimin and i had been trying so hard to win tix e past 2 weeks n in e end it was me who went with eleen. sigh. i've got a blue postcard for ya! n lots n lots of pics of dunk, to make it up :) hee. o ya did i mention how great lee sounded n looked? ooooooh boy :) -faints-
prelims sucked, so let's not talk about it. ha.
mondays without Friends still needs some getting used to. sigh. but at least there's another four weeks of them :) lalaa~
you still care, after all...
sylvester sim is MY singapore idol :) yeah man! you go rocker!! when he got into e finals that night my bro, shiqi and i jumped up and cheered like crazy. hahaha.
our garden's having a major revamp! hees damn excited!! i so love e wild orchids! so pretty :)
have to say this, during this one month or so of mugging n all, i realised that nothing else really matters when there's a friend by your side all e time. hee.
so here's a beeeg ilu n thankies to YOU :) u know who u are :)
Blue's The Gift
It's funny how it starts, just how it all begins.
You get your sights on dreams, and man a thousand different things.
You are on for yourself,you're chasing cool desire.
You get addicted fast, but man you're playin' with fire.
Then there's a day that comes to you.
When you get all you want, but there's a space inside
that's still as empty as it was.
'Till an angel comes your way and man she's fallin fast.
You know she's so in need but she is too afraid to ask.
So you hold out your hands and catch her best you can.
And in givin' love you feel a better man.
*And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive.
And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy.
'Cause in takin' everything, you lost the air you need to breathe.
But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek.
It's funny how she smiles, how grateful she is now.
And how that touches me deep in my heart somehow.
Yet the mirror laughs at me when I forget myself.
When I complain about, this hand that I got dealt.
And if I had known before, how much she'd change my life.
I'd sure go back in time and tell that guy ...hey, man.
You can do better than this, you can answer your prayers.
You can grant your own wish.
Just hold out your hands and give the most you can.
And I swear to you you'll feel a better man.
And it's better by far to do what you do now.
And leave the rest to love.
Just be strong in who you are.
Once you start on that road.
You're safe in the knowledge.
That anywhere you go.
Will lead you home.
Lead you home...
So precious precious precious...