Saturday, April 30, 2005
` 10:30 PM
+Now i'm thinking about how i wish i could go back, just for one more day+
i bought my ballet flats today!! :) can't wait to see the look on shiqi's face when she sees them! haha.
there're SO many stars in the sky tonight! quick everyone go outside your house now and look!! hee. so pretty :)
to passer: tcm stands for traditional chinese medicine. and nope, biomed's not under faculty of science in ntu.
haha did anyone see sly on that channel 8 show at 8pm today?! haha his fashion sense cannot make it, his english totally cannot make it, his chinese also cannot make it, but i still like :D heh.
...We talked about our lives
Until the sun came up
And now I'm thinking about
How I wish I could go back
Just for one more day
One more day with you...
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
` 11:44 PM
++
haha the removal of my wisdom tooth wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. just that i lost a lot of blood and it was utterly gross. urg. and i have to go back next wednesday to remove the stitches. eew! and i nearly fainted (as in, literally) when i woke up in the evening after sleeping the whole day away. felt the entire room turning 360 degrees and i was about to puke. i seriously thought i was going to die. my mum said my whole face and lips went white. how freaky. yikes! just glad i'm alright now :) haha.
someone help me!! should i go for biomed at ntu?!? sigh sigh sigh.. i never knew i'd be in such a dilemma. bleh.. i know tcm's gonna be the "in" thing in future, but i really can't imagine myself studying cheem medicine names in Chinese! and it's 3 and a half years of tcm, and only 1 and a half years of biomed which is what i want. and the course is in ntu! :( i dunno what exactly i have against ntu la, but nus is where i wanted to go all along.. sigh sigh.
i have one whole week to rot my butt off at home now. haha. just hope i'll be okay to get outta the house on saturday!! oh yes, and monday too! :)
check this out! jon jonsson's personal blog!! ohmygoodness :) -faints-
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
` 8:06 PM
+To live like you were dying, like tomorrow was the end...+
i ain't looking forward to my one week leave after all... after a couple of "i'll miss you"s and "take care"s and "call me to tell me what's it like"s from my colleagues, i was like, "cmon la, it's not even my last day!!" and i was still happily discussing with sandy and chunyan what i'm gonna do in my one week hiatus, when it suddenly dawned on me how much i'd miss the people at work! this sucks, i know. i can't even bear to leave them for just three working days, let alone when i quit my job! goodness. haha. this is bad.
anws i'm gonna switch from Logistics to P-Loan department when i get back to work next tuesday. kinda excited, cos the people at P-Loan's really fun and clearly the noisiest of the lot! haha. made a couple of friends there already, so i hope i won't feel extra or what. -crosses fingers- haha.
urg just hope i'll be well enough to be back at work in a jiffy!! :)
and i wanna get Howie Day's album!!! hee.
Tim McGraw's Live Like You Were Dying (i've pasted this song on my blog before, but i still love it! read the lyrics!)
He said I was in my early forties, with a lot of life before me
And one moment came that stopped me on a dime
I spent most of the next days, looking at the x-rays
Talking bout' the options and talking bout' sweet times.
I asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end
How's it hit 'cha when you get that kind of news?
Man what did ya do?
He said
I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
He said I was finally the husband, that most the time I wasn't
And I became a friend, a friend would like to have
And all of a sudden goin' fishin, wasn't such an imposition
And I went three times that year I lost my dad
Well I finally read the good book, and I took a good long hard look
At what I'd do if I could do it all again
And then
I went skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Shu
And I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I gave forgiveness I'd been denyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
Like tomorrow was the end
And ya got eternity to think about what to do with it
What should you do with it
What can I do with it
What would I do with it
Skydiving
I went rocky mountain climbing
I went two point seven seconds on a bull named Fu Man Chu
And man I loved deeper
And I spoke sweeter
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'
And he said some day I hope you get the chance
To live like you were dyin'
| You Are 23 Years Old |
23
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
see everyone, i'm NOT childish! :D
Sunday, April 24, 2005
` 3:09 PM
+In a perfect world, you'd still be here+
yesterday was fun :) i pigged out SO much the whole day! it was pork porridge, roti prata and toysey for breakfast at the airport with the family; spaghetti bolognese for lunch at V8 Movie restaurant with kl; pineapple rice (ohmygoodness the prawns!!!!), fried squid, softshell crab and nice cool watermelon and lime juice for dinner at ThaiExpress with the girlies!! followed by Moscow Mule at Indochine. though i very much prefer Honolulu and the other drink (forgot the name. Sex sth sth.. haha). thou shalt not drink vodka anymore! hahaha..
i love the atmosphere at Indochine! the awesome live band, the flickering candles and all. haha. Chelsea vs Fulham was shown there and my Lampard scored a goal!! whee :D
and i'm so addicted to ThaiExpress now :)
and i had home-made dumplings and wo tie for lunch today :) too bad i slept through the whole making-of-the-dumplings process, complete with shouts and laughter in the dining room which is right next to my room, and with Simple Plan blaring from the radio. such a heavy sleeper i am! haha.
Botanic Gardens pics! pretty pretty flowers :)
In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
Thursday, April 21, 2005
` 8:45 PM
++
am now on painkillers cos of my stupid tooth. which sucks. bleh! have been eating my food super slowly these few days. ha. and Operation Pluck-out-wisdom-tooth will commence next wednesday :( scared! haha.. ok i'm making a mountain out of a molehill. lol. but yay, kinda looking forward to the 1 week mc i'm gonna have after the plucking! haha reminds me of plucking rambutans or sth.
gan4 fu1 cheng2 long2 is coming to Channel 8 next monday at 7 pm!! exciting! shall watch it again! hee :)
oh i've got a husband. his name is thomas ong :D
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
` 1:33 PM
+It's nice to smile when i get ur phone call at night, but i rather have u here with me...+
damn my wisdom tooth's killing me. bleh. stayed home today, and i'm gonna visit the dentist later. i HATE going to the dentist!! :(
went Botanic Gardens on Sunday. haha. shall upload the photos next time, or maybe later after i come home from the dentist, if i'm still in one piece. haha.
oh btw the picture at the top left of the page is an angel-looking Aurora Borealis :) pretty right! my dream holiday destination now? no more sky-diving off high cliffs, just simply a place where i can see the Northern Lights with my own eyes :) hee.
Natalie's Going Crazy (am still in lurrrvvve with the beats to this one!)
Ever since the day you went away
and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasn't been the same
oh baby no
when i looked into your eyes
the moment that i let you go i just broke down
baby if i ever get the chance to be with you again
I would sacrifice
Cuz the feelin that I feel within no other man would ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when i get your phone call at night
But I rather have you here with me
right next to me
and I miss the way you hold me tight
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
That's right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
break it down then I'll tell you what i feel
from the moment that i met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat every time we speak
Can't belive I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me
and you want me
and you miss me
and you love me
I'm your lady
I'll be around waitin for you
put it down be the woman for you
im fallin so deep for you
crazy over you im callin
callin out to you
what am i gonna do?
its true no frontin
it's u ain't no other
I can no longer go on without you
I just break down (down)
I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that i could ever love a man so much
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world for you
I'd do anything
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
Thats right baby
Im goin crazy
I need to be your lady
I been thinkin lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me roll with me
Im in love with you (baby)
Saturday, April 16, 2005
` 12:16 AM
+Sometimes you can't make it on your own...+
my first night out with my favourite colleagues :) it's kinda fascinating how complete strangers three months ago can cross each others' paths, click really well, and sit down and talk endlessly about anything under the sun as though we've known each other for years! friendship, what a wonderful thing that is..
colleagues for a few months, friends for a lifetime :)
hmmms is the faithians barbecue at hz's house tmr still on? hmmm but i guess if it is, i don't think i can make it after all. feeling dazed and feverish all over. think i'm falling sick. bleh!
-yawn-
haha anw i just realised i haven't blogged about The Pacifier yet! cos it's really nice!! damn funny and touching at the same time. haha :) SETH! darn cute i must say! haha.
cos i can't tag on tagboards again (and i don't know why), ohm and kl!! yes, Heeren please :D
Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...
And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own... - U2
Sunday, April 10, 2005
` 5:57 PM
+ :) +
"For those who say that they're too young, let me tell you this. Hell, you can drive at 16, go to war at 18, drink at 21 and retire at 65, so tell me, how old do you have to be before your love is real?"
"Haley taught me that you can find the good in people if you give them a chance... Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen for what is in their hearts."
One Tree Hill, i love! :D
Sundays have become routine to me. wake up at noon, have lunch, plop myself in front of the tv with a tub of ice-cream in hand, then if we feel like it, a little shopping with mum before getting home in time for dinner. i love my life :) haha!
got my hands on the Samuel & Kevin top i was eyeing yesterday at PS, while i was at Parkway with my mum just now. so YAY :D
oh speaking of ice-cream, i made myself a banana split! ooh yums :D just simply a quarter tub of Carrefour's tiramisu ice-cream with a whole banana cut into slices made me a very happy girl today :) haha.
and yes i've got sly's album :) nice!! it rocks, seriously :D go on, laugh. hahaha. -sticks out tongue-
Friday, April 08, 2005
` 9:03 PM
+I've found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind+
sigh today was a sucky day cos
1. it was michelle's last day :( conclusion for what happpened today? I SO HATE THE WORKING WORLD. mean freaks, all those high ranking two-faced shits are. sigh.
2. keith's contract ended today... although no one'll be fighting over the photocopier with me anymore, and no one'll be suaning me constantly (and taking pleasure in it, for that matter), -big sigh- no more fizzy-lookalike eye candy :( heh.
3. the brainless Mrs bitch implemented a new rule stating that no one is allowed to touch the shelves and shelves of files except Logistics, which is my dept. which means what? whenever someone from another dept needs to retrieve files, WE have to go get the files for them. and these people happily give whole lists of files to be retrieved and expect us to find them within, say, an hour. kns. so we kinda like spend half the time getting files for people from other depts while they have one less task to do. just great.
on a lighter note, i love it when i'm asked to go to the 11th floor to get documents cos the 11th floor looks really high-class and neat as compared to the clutter and overpopulation of our 9th floor. ha. even the smell of the 11th floor is nicer! and i've found a friend who laughs over just about everything to, erm, laugh over just about everything with me. haha.
i heard Robbie Williams' Eternity this morning while i was still lying in bed and silly me cried. oh well. ha.
hmmm hope it's The Pacifier and a little bit of shopping tmr as planned!! :)
I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide... -Howie Day (beautiful lyrics! :))
Friday, April 01, 2005
` 11:31 PM
+So i told you with a smile, it's all about you+
reading a friend's blog totally changed my perspection of relationships.. ya just shoot me, i still believe in fairy tale relationships ok. call me dumb, i don't care. ha. just hope that everything goes alright and it's, well, happily ever after for them :)
50 Cents' Candy Shop is totally driving me NUTS. it's a really good idea to actually ban these horrible-sounding songs noise. bleh.
oh anws i finally heard sylvester's new single today! kl i won't forget the rotiboy i owe you! :D
i was told that i looked cute with my hair tied up at work today. LOL that's the funniest thing i've heard in my life. -rolls eyes-
i'm getting Simple Plan's special tour edition album! so sinhui you can keep my burned cd if you want. haha!
hee i might be going on a holiday in june! -bounces- we're thinking of either Sydney or Yunnan/jiu zai gou. haha. but i think we'll end up going somewhere near la. but nvm, as long as it's a holiday, i love :) i'm keeping my fingers crossed!
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about you...