+can we make this dream last forever, i'll cherish all the love we share+

today was a fruitful day!! combed orchard with sinhui n i finally bought a new bag!! a Roxy black n pink bag :) both of us fell in love with e pink n white one, but it was too pink for me n it doesn't really suit my uniform, so i made do with e black one! hee. sinhui bought her black spag n nicey white skirt for her bro's wedding. HEY u really look like a ballet dancer in that! haha. saw many pretty skirts, but wasn't in e mood for buying clothes today. ha. oh ya e security guard at Zara was really nice! heh. watched Eternal Sunshine. was kinda intriguing n thought-provoking, but it was really confusing at some parts. haha. we decided to pretend that we know what was going on. heh. tried McCafe's Double Choc Frappe, it was really really sweet :) yeah we met miche, han, sher n yeeteng at wisma!! n a glimpse of cel! haha e 3 of them were going up e escalator while i was going down. ha. i met eleen at taka! during chem lect this morning we were like saying hope we see each other in town, n i really met her! hees.

tj lost to rj in e badminton finals yesterday. pz played e deciding match at e end. if it was me i'd have died of stress or sth. but he's still a winner in our hearts! haha. if u're readin this, u rock!!

wants:
1. a new wallet (probably andrea's one but a different colour)
2. at least one of those pretty knee-length skirts i saw today
3. e AMI album
4. LOTR trilogy dvd
5. a good night's sleep... gonna nod off any time soon :-O

I can't believe it's happening to me
some people wait a lifetime
for a moment like this
Everything changes
but beauty remains
something so tender
I can't explain
well I may be dreaming
but I still lie awake
can we make this dream last forever
and I'll cherish all the love we share

+Linkin Park's Breaking the Habit+

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit tonight

+if you wanna be somebody else, change your mind+

this week has been really happening!! haha. sports carnival on wednesday n thursday was really fun, despite e huge downpour on wed n e slight drizzle on thu. it's funny how it's scorching hot all e time n once we're out in e sun having fun it rains! haha. got trashed in tabletennis. don't ask me why, but i cried. BLEH~ maybe it's because i haven't played for like a year n all i wanted was try to put up a good performance but i lost eventually, so ya, too bad. haha. got kinda consoled when i found out that my opponent was e ex-capt of DHS tabletennis. heh. anws it was really really fun cheering for friends n getting burnt n sore-throatie n all for e 2 days. haha! i love my class!! i think we rock :) i seriously do! haha. all that singing under e shelter during e downpour n taking silly photos n covering our ears (or rather, covering aya's ears haha) every time lightning struck n screaming n cheering like crazy during captain's ball made me really really thankful i'm in such a united class -griiiiins- :*)

oh ya! TEMASEK IDOL!!! super exciting, though i didn't expect e quality to be, ahem, THAT disappointing. haha. maybe i shldn't say this since i'm not exactly pro in singing (ok, not at all haha), but i thought it'd be better, really. but all those who entered e finals were really good! quite sad cos both e solo n group vocals i voted for didn't win in e end, but all e same, e winners were good too! hees. sher, i didn't know charles can breakdance! haha. oh yes ql though u don't want me saying this anymore, but u shld've joined la! if u sang 'Everytime' i think u'll win man :)

i still don't get why Fantasia can win AMI. i still think she sounds like a duck. *no offence* hehe.

e school was flooded with stnicks pple today, cos of e annual science fair thingy. haha. really strange seeing e canteen flooded in blue!

haha damn funny, we took bus n rushed all e way to bk during lunch break n rushed back for bio. haha. a classic example of 25/03's madness. heh :)

seeing you n you together really makes me sad :(

McFly's Five Colours in Her Hair (performed damn pro-ly by tj's rock band! they got us humming e song for e entire day today! haha)

Do do do do do doo [x3]

She's got a lip ring and 5 colours in her hair,
Not into fashion but I love the clothes she wears,
Her tattoo's always hidden by her underwear.
She don't care.

Everybody wants to know her name,
I threw a house party and she came
Everyone asked me
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.

She's just a loner with a sexy attitude,
I'd like to phone her cos she puts me in the mood.
The rumours spreading that she cooks in the nude.
She don't care.

Everybody wants to know her name,
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she?
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.

She was all I thought about,
The girl I couldn't live without.
But then she went insane,
She couldn't take the fame
She said I was to blame
She'd had enough
And shaved five colours off
And now she's just a weirdo with no name.

Everybody wants to know her name.
How does she cope with her new found fame?
Everyone asks me,
Who the hell is she,
That weirdo with 5 colours in her hair.

Do do do do do doo [x3]


wah super long entry! hee!

+just reach out, an angel will be there to see you through+

i feel like i'm wasting all my time, rotting my sunday away, slacking my life down e drain.

o well.

but guilty thoughts aside, next week's gonna be totally packed with fuuuuun!!!! although my dearest dearest (heh) ql's not participating, Temasek Idol's gonna rock e house down :) n there's sports carnival too. YAY i'm actually in tabletennis i think, cos some HC member messaged me to go for clinic tmr. lalaa~ but not very sure if i'm in not la. hope i'm in. it's been a year since i've touched my bat :(

n i'm safely armed with 3 tickets for harry potter!!!! right after my bio prac test on 4th june! i can see jamie n hazel bouncing up n down now :) sth to look forward to huh. if u see me smiling halfway through prac test u'll know why :)

+plead the fleeting moment to remain+

"The stars are like photographs. You can read into them what you will. You can believe that they measure all you have lost, or you can believe that they represent all you have loved, and continue to love."

+i believe love is the answer, i believe love will find the way+

haha guess what i'm booking tix for harry potter now. thought we were e most kiasu pple in s'pore, but all time slots from e premiere on 31 may up to 5 june are all sold out! madness. haha.

wyun's at tamp library happily looking at jw now. damn sad!! :( sigh. she said he was actually trying to cover his face when he saw them. who else can be cuter than THAT?! hees. sigh. miss him :(

"How do you love someone for a lifetime? How do you make a marriage work for all that time?"
"You have to keep falling in love. You just have to keep falling in love with the same person."

aww? :)

Blessed Union of Souls' I Believe

Walk blindly to the light and reach out for his hand
Don't ask any questions and don't try to understand
Open up your mind and then open up your heart
And you will see that you and me aren't very far apart

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

Violence is spread worldwide and there are families on the street
And we sell drugs to children now oh why can't we just see
That all we do is eliminate our future with the things we do today
Money is our incentive now so that makes it okay

But I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way

I've been seeing Lisa now for a little over a year
She said she's never been so happy but Lisa lives in fear
That one day daddy's gonna find out she's in love
With a nigger from the streets
Oh how he would lose it then but she's still here with me
'Cause she believes that love will see it through
And one day he'll understand
And he'll see me as a person not just a black man

'Cause I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
I believe I believe I believe I believe that love is the answer
I believe that love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Love will find the way
Please love find the way
Please love find the way

been light years since i heard this song. am in love with it all over again! :)

+ur the one who's throwing it all away+

oh boy you ARE mean.

don't know what to say, don't know what to do, don't know what to feel.

i feel caught in e middle again.

+wishin on a fallin star, wondering where u are+

Troy was way cool :) e way they fought for honour n love n for their country, e way it was so "lotr" at some parts, if u know what i mean, e way, according to huimin, how lean n nice brad pitt's legs were (HEH!!), n e way e show captivated me for e entire 2 hours n 40 minutes of screentime! hees. orlando bloom as Paris was such a useless coward of a man! felt like kicking him. ha. n he just can't get rid of e image of him being an archer, can he? :)

anws bio test today was a complete disaster. i wrote like totally nonsensical stuff n i think ms tiew's gonna explode while marking my paper. so be it. haha. can't blame us girls when like 80 percent of e paper was on e male repro system n all that came out was stuff like "Suggest 2 reasons why e sperm count is different during different time periods for e same male" n all that rubbish. like, ya, comfirm we know.

+don't waste ur time on me, ur already the voice inside my head, i miss you+

been ages since i blogged. haha. lots of fun stuff happened last week, but i'm too lazy to blog about them la. hee. i'm kinda enjoying myself :) school's fun, i guess, when u're surrounded by people who care :)

watched Into The Mirror last sat at my grandma's house. broke my record of not watching horror shows for like almost 4 years. heh. wasn't really scary, except that whenever i wake up in e middle of e night i automatically steal a glance at e mirror next to my bedroom door just in case there's a head there or sth. ha.

can't wait for thu/fri cos of Troy!! -bounces-

+he was looking to the sky+

hehe am super happy today :) he made my day :) just one shy smile simply drove off all negative thoughts from my head. hee! n i especially like how we share sth in common.. heh am super happy :)

back to yest. aikido was damn slack cos e sensei didn't come n so his tu2 di4 taught us. all of us were like laughing n playing n making a fool out of ourselves n e guy was damn nice n even said "Next week when sensei come back cannot liddat ar!!" haha damn nice. after that andrea eleen kl ql wanni n i jogged all e way to east coast. hee fun! surprisingly i wasn't really tired. think it's some psychology thing. i mean, if we ran to east coast during pe i'd felt like i was going to die. it was just plain fun n stress-free jogging at our own pace n singing at e top of our voices n screaming just to hear our echos when we were in e underpass. haha! at e beach poor andrea was thrown into e sea. heh! n we started writing huge huge words on e sand n dancing Speedy n laughing like 6 lunatics! it was really fun :) next friday let's do it again!! MUST bring money next time round, though. we were dead thirsty when we reached east coast. haha.

waking up really early tmr morning to bake cookies with my bro for mother's day. hee exciting! just hope we don't make a mess out of e kitchen! n hope he wakes up on time man. i'll make sure i pull him out of bed at 5 or sth. heh.

watching The Devil's Own on axn now. brad pitt's like SO good-looking?! -faints- can't wait for Troy!!! lalaa~

Blue's The Gift brand new song! saw it on mtv :) n as always, LEE -drooools- rocks my world :)

It's funny how it starts, just how it all begins.
You get your sights on dreams,and man a thousand different things.
You are on for yourself,you're chasing cool desire.
You get addicted fast, but man you're playin' with fire.

Then there's a day that comes to you.
When you get all you want, but there's a space inside that's still as empty as it was.
'Till an angel comes your way and man she's fallin fast.
You know she's so in need but she is to afraid to ask.

So you hold on out your hands and catch her best you can.
And in givin' love you feel a better man.

*And the gift is what you get by givin' more than you receive.
And you're learnin' fast that maybe this is how you'll be happy.
'Cause in takin' everything you lost, the air you need to breath.
But in givin' it away, you found the precious thing you seek.

Man, it's funny how she smiles, how grateful she is now.
And how that touches me deep in my heart somehow.
Yet the mirror laughs at me when I forget myself.
When I complain about, this hand that I got dealt.

And if I had know before, how much she would change my life.
I'd sure go back in time and tell that guy ...hey, man.
You can do better than this, you can answer your prayers.
You can grant your own wish.

Just hold on out your hands and give the most you can.
And I swear to you you'll feel a better man.

*Repeat

And it's better by far to do what you do now.
And leave the rest to love.
Just be strong in who you are.
Once you start on that road.
You're safe in the knowledge.
That anyway you go.
Will lead you home.

*Repeat

So precious precious precious...

*Repeat

+Look What Love Has Done +

Where once the moon was just a rock
Spinning in the sky
Where once the stars were only
Tiny points of light

Now the moon looks like its Heaven's
Shining pearl
Now those stars, they look like
Windows into another world

Look what love has done to me
Look what love has done
There's poetry in all I see
Look what love has done
And my heart is dancing through each day
My soul is running free
Look what love has done to
Me

Where once each breath was just
A sigh of aching emptiness
Where once I hardly felt
The beating in my chest

Now each breath feels like
A precious gift of life
Now inside me beat the wings of a thousand
Butterflies

Look what love has done to me
Look what love has done
This must be how it's meant to be
Look what love has done
Now my heart is dancing through each day
My soul is running free
Look what love has done to
Me

And I can't tell
Was that a violin?
Or did you say something?
Was that lightning striking
Where I stand
Or did you just
Reach out
And take my hand

Look what love has done to me
Look what love has done
This must be how it's meant to be
Look what love has done
Now my heart is dancing through each day
My soul is running free
Look what love has done to
Oh, done to me

Look what love has done
To me

binlee!! e lyrics're damn damn nice! :)

+she's from the city of angels+

some radio listener told jamie yeo last night that there was going to be a lunar eclipse at 2am, i told my bro about it, n at 1.55am he dragged me out of bed to go watch e supposed eclipse. like total idiots, we stood outside in e damp night air, bathed in moonlight (e moon was really really bright), me in my pajamas, e neighbours' 2 cats casting wary glances at us, n after staring at e moon for 20 minutes n absolutely nothing happened except thick clouds rolling by, we felt damn dumb. haha! HUMPH bei4 pian4 le. shall see what jamie yeo has to say!

i reckon u guys should just stop telling us what's going on. oh as if u're letting us into your lil talks now. oh hell do we care. friendships just can't be forced into. guess what, i actually like it this way. HAH. who gives a damn what u think?!

Phantom Planet's California from The O.C.!

We've be on the run
Driving in the sun
Looking out for number one
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Well, hustlers grab your guns
The shadow weighs a ton
Driving down the 101
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

On the stereo
Listen as we go
Nothing's gonna stop me now
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

Peddle to the floor
Thinking of you more
Gotta get us to the show
California, here we come
Right back where we started from

California
Here we come

California
California
Here we come

+as we go on singing One more for love+

just finished looking through bio presentation. sian. bio tutorials = hell. ms tiew totally kills off my interest for e subject. bleh.

been re-reading harry potter every night before i go to bed. haha. sth to look forward to every night. n it kinda de-stresses me. ok i'm weird, i know. heh.

thankies to huimin for always waking me up from my daydreams in school!! i'm getting from bad to worse man. hee.

YAY camp at e end of may again :) n even if you're not going, i'm gonna have a jolly gooooood time! sighs how i miss those times :)

as e months go by...
i realise how much i've grown...
it always comes down to who's by ur side...

+look at the stars, look how they shine for you+

today was fun :) huimin n kl came to my house to do bio presentation early in e morning, then we went vj funfair around noon. spent like most of e time trying to get into e shade n finding drinks cos it was really really hot! bought a swan balloon for ql, but i burst it :( sorry! *sheepish grin* met loads n loads of pple! hees. lingkai, huiwen, zhang, jamie, hazel, denise n sinyee n chan from far, dustin chin, some peeps from 26, sherbet, n dunno who else already! hehe. thought we could get our lunch there, but it was too hot for us to stay, so we went parkway, hung around, bought a really cute transparent rubber chick thing with glow-in-e-dark green balls in it to replace e flower n angel thing hanging on my hp. haha. couldnt resist it. it was too cute!

i'm thinkin of calling in to p10 to win e dozen pink tulips for mother's day, but i don't dare! eeks. shall ask my bro to call in. ha.

thanx mama qin for helping me buy e esprit baggie!!! hees. hmm maybe i'll consider getting sth for u for mother's day! heh.

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